Monday, March 30, 2009

so confused

look to the past
and remember and smile
and maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
but then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you..

Saturday, March 7, 2009

very alarming

what major is right for you?

it was a 2-way tie between psychology and this. so i could have chosen either way. i chose this.'s totally unanimous against me as a biology major. this so means that i can totally be good at something even without the slightest interest and inclination. kidding.

You Scored as English/Journalism/Comm

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Communication, English, Film, Journalism, Literature, or Writing. It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
















Saturday, February 14, 2009

valentine humbuggery

i'm not really about to enumerate valentine humbuggery here i just wanted to share how great my day was despite going stag.haha anyway, so much for my early disclaimer, i had to head downtown because i had to scout for something to wear for my friend's debut. besides, i had an appointment at bench fix to pimp up my do. so along the way, i couldn't help but notice what's everyone up to on this hallmark greeting card day.
  1. all hotels and lodges i passed have their own valentine's day promos which generally includes cheaper rates for overnight stays. i couldn't help but think why you'd have to stay at a cheap hotel just for one night and on valentines..hmm..except maybe.. rrr. *nasty hahaha come to think of it, i know for a fact that plenty of people are born on october. exactly 9 months after feb. including me! don't tell me i wasn't called Val for nothing! NOOO!!! that was a triple negative sentence.hahaha
  2. some restaurants decided to switch to candlelight for the occasion. everyone is oblivious to the fact that their aseptic inspired dinner is mainly due to austerity reasons.haha major drawback: even fast food chains, McDonalds, for instance, joined the bandwagon, so even dudes who only planned on eating some fastfood had to eat theirs in candlelight while listening to tagahugas ka raw.. in the background. EWW BROMANCE!
  3. everyone thinks that if you don't have a date, you have to go out in a big group. no one likes to be thought of as single and not having fun.haha everyone is so defensive. i couldn't help but crack up.
Well, lots of things really made my day today. Even though i was freezing because of the mall's airconditiong on my wet hair that they shampooed and conditioned twice (beats me why), the trip to the barber/salon, should i say, was a pampering experience. and the stylist gave me a pretty decent cut. now i look really fly but not really. And what's more to end valentine's day than a hearty meal at home with ma and pa and some takeout pizza to follow it up.

i'm getting some well deserved sleep.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009


haha sa friendster ko lang sana 'to ipopost. eh gusto ko ng bonggang smiley eh.

Let others know a little more about
yourself, repost "(your name)OLOGY"

Q: What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. yung nasa fruit salad diba?

Q: What is your favorite fast food restaurant?

Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. depende

Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
A: pwede sa madali akong magsawa..

Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A: pepperoni or bacon and loads of cheese!

Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
A. umm.what makes it french... kiss siguro. hahaha

Q: What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. some punk chick

Q: How many televisions are in your house?
A. 1.boohoo the other one just broke down

Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. Right-Handed

Q: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. my appendix. aside from my foreskin that is! hahahaha...

Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A. bag. with school stuff..that was a looooooong time ago

Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. no. not yet

Q: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. sure. a bit daunting..pero bongga diba. i'll be playing by that old cliche and each day would be as glorious as the next one.

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. i love my name! but you're free to call me John Lennon.

Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
A: black or grey or red

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. yes..some green stuff that people grow in the ground and convince everybody that they're food.

Q: Have you ever saved someone's life?
A. i didn't really take that Fray song by heart but seriuosly, i wish. maybe unknowingly.

Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
A. yep... my good friend GOD... =)

Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?

Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
A. what the fuck?

Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. get that check signed baby

Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. i guess..but i wouldn't wish that on anybody. hahaha.. =P

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. c'mon! isa lang?

Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human's life for $1,000,000?
A. if i get to choose which life! haha kidding.

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A. wait. hand?

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A. YUP! ACTUALLY. JON HEDER should be everybody's role model.

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A. stand

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A. 1

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A. wala man... =P

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. a cardio or neuro..or perhaps some starving artist.

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
A. God... ooyyy..

Q: Friend you talked to?
A. Ai2. i think.

Q: Last person who called you?
A. gigi... =)

Q: Person you hugged?
A. i don't which one was last! dami kasi! lol

Q: Person you kissed?
A. mama... =)

Q: Number?
A. 18

Q: Season?
A. summer

Q: Missing someone?
A. oh yeah

Q: Mood?
A. idyllic. o diba? di mo kinaya yun! whatever that means..

Q: Listening to?
A. Nightswimming by dashboard confessional

Q: Reading?
A. Dexter in the Dark by Jeff Lindsay

Q: Worrying about?
A. will I be late tomorrow?

Q: First place you went this morning?
A. bathroom

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A. videoke

Q: Whats the last movie you saw?
A. TANGING INA NYONG LAHAT! haha can i say that again?

Q: Do you smile often?
A. convinced?

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A. sino may sabi hindi ako friendly?!? eh mga @#%$*& naman pala kayo eh. *&^%^ ^%$#@ *&^$&^%%$#!!!


Friday, January 9, 2009

a remarkably bad start

i just got home and my head's still spinning from the day's turnout. had coffee with my bloc at karl's. chatted. had a great time. thanks guys. start of the year, i gave out two letters from my goal of three and i'm really happy that in some way, maybe i did get to those people. i love you guys.

on the downside, got wasted. had a fag. just one. and don't get me started on what happened this week, i sucked at the exam. study habits: nonexistent. what's more? i'm a spectacle for public humiliation again. awkward and once again, i allowed myself to be pushed around. i fell for what i resolved to avoid. all for good reason, i suppose. or maybe i like to think.

but all's well. ika nga, basta maayo'ng lawas.

or maybe i just love exaggerating the negative.

what's important is that i reestablished old ties, and i plan on keeping them this time.

maybe not that bad after all.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

no day but today

it's an hour before the year ends, and looking back it's been, well, let's call it eventful, though that's not quite the adjective i was rooting for. There's lot's of things I want to bury at the same time I don't want to forget, but hey this is the new year, new beginnings, cheesy, but at least, that's something to look forward to. I'm thinking of this song right now. I wish I could sing you this..

The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future
There is no past
I live this moment as my last
There's only us
There's only this
Forget regret
Or life is yours to miss
No other road
No other way
No day but today

There's only yes
Only tonight
We must let go
To know what's right
No other course
No other way
No day but today

I can't control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only goal is just
To be
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today...

cheers everyone!
happy new year

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

a lot more emotionalfuckwittage

hey y'all. something just came over me, and i feel like writing something..i don't know what it is. i just think i'm having ESPN or something (pun intended)hahaha. thank you very much. anyway, my lazy muses told me to write something but they're too lazy to tell me what it is. that's right, blame it on the muses.

i'm crazy

this sounds a lot like my firstest blog..awww..fond memories..hahaha that blog enslaved me! look where i am? i'm damned in blogger's hell, like i have nothing better to do. i was strolling around the mall earlier and my biggest worries were personified when i bumped into Sir Mantequilla. so sue me, i haven't entertained any of those readings that my guilty conscience solidified into something for me to bump on, to remind me that readings should be read. hence, the name. XD

but i didn't blog to tell you about that. sheesh.

the year's about to end, and i just wanna wish everyone peace, love and a good many things to laugh and smile about for the coming year.

and too bad for you because you'll be getting a whole lot more emotionalfuckwittage from me